114. Dilemma

I get anxious when I go out 
And lonely when I stay in. 

Too shy to hangout with real people 
And fully aware of fake profiles online. 

Could there be a middle ground 
Or even a compromise?

Because, I am too old to go back to the womb 
And certainly too young to end up in a tomb. 

-Rithin. 
@hues.and.dews.poetry 

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